WHY WE FIGHT

no not just death but the smallest pain or discomfort or anxiety strokes the absolute in our soul as the presence of that which should not be and was not intended ... it's our mistake to defer to death or pain to give it a right it never will have ... rather we should take all these instances no matter how small as confirmation of the fundamental right in each of us at the core of the absolute the way things were meant to be and beyond the veil of sin and delusion the way things are ... now I don't mean just keep your eyes straight and your heart right and you'll come through ... how naive how silly how wicked that would be ... rather I mean read ... read books ... see what a struggle life is and always against that one thing ... the way things should not be ... it could not be worse than to come to death without that recognition ... but only see why we surrender it ... peace we cry when we are always at war ... peace we whimper just a little peace when we must fight to have the meaning even of defeat ... fight to see the absolute right right here