THE GNOSTIC'S COMPLAINT: WHAT ARE THE ODDS?

the gnostic pardon me for saying is deistic don't you think ... in some way He got up and went and we haven't seen Him since ... or at least that's our story and we're sticking to it ... on the surface ... down deep I don't think there's a one of us not constantly searching for Him surreptitiously ... it's not that we don't realize the advantage in our loss ... the freedom the possible freedom it gives us to experiment ... it's rather the worry it gives us of late ... how long do we get to be wrong ... what if being wrong does matter becomes a bad habit and has a bad end ... it's a look over your left shoulder suddenly kind of feeling ... what face were you expecting to face ready or not for the finale ... our premises permit of his return ... what will be the look on His face when He does ... and what do we do then shut up and lawyer up or just figure it's too late ... but now perhaps you shrug me off with shouts of Metaphysical Dribble or Dungeon Religion ... what's this you say all this only if there were one right answer and that one unforgiving ... and I too would be inclined not to worry ... only I hear it said the truth is logically unforgiving