IN THE CAVE AT THE WALL THE EGO WANTS MORE

who am I seems to be the mind ... when I'm sleeping it's during the game and on the bench waiting to play ... when I take the field it's to receive reports and to judge which ones to send up the line with what recommendations ... the longer in the field over the years the reports coming in are not so satisfactory as before and the ones going out are riddled more and more with inaccuracy ... but at the peak of play when you're on your game there's a more cleareyed view ... the brighter the view the more benevolent the services of the imagination ... they fill up the mind with beauty ... and still the ego wants more ... for the imagination is flighty worse is fickle ... and the ego has seen more much more and different very early on ... as if the object of all that beauty had passed in front of a mirror next door ... you thought for a moment it was truly truly she ... and after a moment and the imagination had returned you began to clothe and unclothe what you had seen ... until in just another moment or two you could no longer say what that was or that it meant 1/2