THE UNSETTLING RESOLUTION

why read why talk why think but to talk to god about everything ... nothing surprising here and that's my point ... if there is a god and he were personal it follows that any conversation with him would be eternally improving for the human correspondent and of all things the one thing most to be sought ... for all humanity ... is there any evidence suggesting such access ... well that's the problem ... there is but it's contradictory to such a degreee regarding the nature of god that his existence is recalled into question ... we may take it for granted that his grandeur is terrifying to unprepared spectator and participant alike ... though a wonder and a joy to those he has prepared ... the wonder nonetheless remains why he has chosen to prepare such a few or why leaving the rest of us unprepared he chooses to reveal that terror in pain and suffering and death optimally designed it seems to tell us to hang up and clear the line ... unless you believe in retribution and reward after death ... the right kind of retribution if you prefer and improving of course ... that we may learn the language ... that is learn to listen to higher reason